Timbaland - Apologize ~

Timbaland - Apologize

I'm holding on your rope

got me ten feet off the ground

And i'm hearing what you say

But i just cant make a sound

you tell me that you need me

then you go and cut me down, but wait

you tell me that you're sorry

din't think i'd turn around, and say ~

that it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I said its too late to apologize, its too late

i'd take another chance

take a fall, take a shot for you

i need you like a heart needs a beat

but thats nothing new, yeah yeah ~

i loved you with a fire red, now its turning blue

and you say sorry like the angel

heaven let me think was you

but i'm afraid

it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I said its too late to apologize, its too late

whoa whoa~

it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I said its too late to apologize, its too late

I said its too late to apologize, yeah ~

I said its too late to apologize, yeah ~

I'm holding on your rope

got me ten feet off the ground....

my favorites ~

my favorite songs of all times:

1. apologize
2. i can't take my eyes off of you
3. when there was you and me
4. you are not alone
5. everyday
6. i gotta go my own way
7. 不想懂得
8. 新窝
9. 挥着翅膀的女孩
10. 我的骄傲
11. sorry sorry
12. fabulous
13. heal the world
14. can you feel the love tonight
15. torn between two lovers
16. holler
17. viva forever
18. work this out
19. bob to the top
20. breaking free
21. 中国话
22. 泪了
23. supermassive black hole
24. 小圈子
25. 够爱
26. 红蝴蝶

my favorite music of all times:

• river flows in you

comment guide ~

to all my blog-mates, commenting on each others' posts have been a troublesome problem for us. we'll have to key in the random code in order to have our comments published. so, if you guys wanna make commenting easier, please follow this guide:

step 1 : go to settings from dashboard, my account or new post.

step 2 : settings > comments

step 3 : look for Show word verification for comments?

step 4 : check no

step 5 : save settings

给雪敏抢先一步~

喂, 黄启文, 我那天是开玩笑的啦, 要你做干哥也是开玩笑的. 从今以后, 可以只做好朋友吗?? :)

可是不要讲一刀两断酱无情, 只是不要"干"罢了 xD xD

( please refer to post http://yanisbookworm.blogspot.com/2010/02/eeeesh-rejected-by-friend.html paragraph 2 & 3)

i am suffering ~

i had a bunch of Stabilo Ink Pens which came in handy when i was jotting down notes in school, having art class and etc. but, please take a very important note here, i am using passed tenses..

my pens have gone missing. which made my work as hard as sowing a 1000000km x 1000000km paddy field without equipments. i am suffering, i just hope my work can get back to the easy way...

30 pieces, not to say they are expensive, but i really treasure them.. now i feel like i am missing a part of me, i feel uneasy and tortured..

my Chinese has gone worse ~

haiz...

my school, SMK Taman Tasik conducted a chinese exam on Monday, the first Monday after CNY. on Tuesday, we got out results...

according to my teacher, most of my friends got A for chinese. me? haha, i got only 62% for it, i thought: shit! mum will surely kill me if she knows this...

when i got home, i told my mum about it. and you'll never guess what she said.

~she said: nevermind, its just chinese, you study it for your own benefit and i have other more important subjects to check to, just do well in those other subjects and that's enough..

wow, you'll never guess how happy and grateful i was to hear that! chinese is my weakest and my mum doesn't has high hopes of me in it! i am so relieved...

serious nightmare!! ~

我老爸要去泰国公干一个星期, 搞到我妈要我陪她睡... 还真有够残的啦, 我平时习惯自己睡整个双人床, 今天早上发现枕头, 棉被都掉在地上, 全身骨头僵硬... 现在要跟老妈睡一个星期... 残!!

我变了 ~

今天, 我因为闷而考虑了很多东西... 我突然发觉, 我与以前的我有些不一样.

• 我以前非常地喜欢与朋友们hang out. 现在, 我反而喜欢pass the time myself. 有时, 我会觉得我比较喜欢自己一个, 安静地在做自己的东西. 不过, 又不是完全地不喜欢朋友. 我可能是因为从小就没人陪, 从小独来独往的.. 我没有siblings, 我的cousins呢, 就全部都比我大十几年似的.. 跟我有酱大的age gap, 跟我根本都不谈得来. 说起来, 我都觉得我是从小训练....
• 还有, 我以前对于跟我表哥姐们玩烟火从不拒绝, 但现在, 我竟然觉得很烦... 玩烟火根本就是搞屁嘛... 闷到死... boring like hell咯!! 还叫我玩...

所以叻, 我都不懂我的性格是怎样的了.... 好烦啦!!! ~

Easy Days Pass Quickly ~

it's already Sunday. The easy free days have already passed.

it's time for me to sleep earlier than these 2 nights ( friday and saturday night ), and wake up early tomorrow morning to settle my unfinished homework.

i have a week's holiday. but, i wanna get my homework done before tuesday. i've had many lessons about doing my homework at the last minute.. the feeling sucks.

tonight, my cousins and i play fireworks again.. and this time, whoa.. only 3 people from the start till the end! there was only Linda, Kenny and i playing.

today was not as tiring as yesterday.. well, we played till around 2am *midnight* but we stopped at 1am today.

playing fireworks are getting the mood out of me. i guess i'll play less tomorrow if they are playing.

it's real BORING!

The Monkeys ~

i have 3 nephews and a niece, children of my already wed cousins..

today, Marcus and Malcolm are at my place. they are the grandchildren of my dad's second brother.

my 2nd uncle is here to help us make some kind oyster, i dunno what it's called. and now, my uncle's at my mum's fifth brother's house playing Mahjong.

so, it means that i gotta take care of the 2 monkeys - Marcus and Malcolm. they are really two little rascals aging 10 and 8.

they are so unstoppable. they keep running in and out of my room, giving me a headache.

but, i gotta admit they are a cute pair. i cant stop laughing when i look at them. now, Marcus is watching the Playhouse Disney Channel in the living room and Malcolm is with the dogs. at last, i have some time to myself.

very well, i gotta go now, Malcolm's getting hungry.. cya later!

an exciting but boring night ~

after the dinner with my family at Noble House, I , my cousins, uncles and aunts, who mostly stay next to me, went over to my fifth uncle's house to play fireworks.

first, we had a 20-feet fire cracker lit as an opening ceremony. later, we burned 2 boxes of fireworks. the dogs are so frightened when the fireworks were lit.

after the first 3 biggest fire, I and my cousins start to play some little fireworks. there are fire fountains, rockets, dragon eggs and more. we dint get to use them all up tonight, so we'll be continuing tomorrow night, and the night after if they are not used up..

but, sadly most of my cousins are already adults, they are not quite kin on fireworks. when my two eldest cousin brothers went back, Michelle and Bernard went back too.

then, there's only me, Kenny, Linda and Germaine left. it was quite boring, you know, with so less people. and when Germaine heard her sister laughing inside the house about some TV show, she went in to join. then, again, there were only me, Kenny and Linda.

it was quite awkward, I am always the youngest. and when we thought that it's too boring to go on, Kenny and i went home, and Linda stayed for a while more to clean the place.

i regret coming home and leaving her to clean up all the mess we made. sorry Linda. i'll stay next time. that's all i have to say..

conclusion: it was so boring and cold when we left!

CNY preparations ~

my dad's 2nd bro and 2nd sis-in-law are at my house now, we'll be having our reunion dinner together at 7am with my mum's side of the family.

my cousin - Michelle Lai is here from Singapore to attend this dinner.

everyone is very busy. they are busy preparing the dinner for the few days after tonight. we'll be having big feasts at home every day after this for as long as 3 days.

i don't know what can i do, my parents doesn't let me help with the cooking, and everything else already prepared.. so i am up in my room, facing my laptop.

and surprisingly i am also boring.. and i found out that my accuracy on the keyboard has gone a little poorer than before. i keep having typos.. that kinda slows down my typing speed. haiz.. i am so bored!

干哥就干哥吧! ~

啊哟! 臭黄启文你好也! 说不要又要.. 搞什么啦..

随便啦, 管他的, 干哥就干哥, 反正我又没试过.. 虽然有点怪怪的感觉, 但我也想试一试.

喂, 不能反悔哦!!!

2 Rules Of All Schools ~

• Follow every rule in the school.
• Do anything you want in your school, just don't get caught going against the rules.

haha.. it makes sense, but i was absolutely joking.

don't pull me with you when you get caught following these two rules!

^.^

我好内疚 ~

今天,妈妈驾车时,经过我久家.我小时候就与我外公,外婆和我爸妈一起住在那儿.之后,我就在小学5年级的时候般进我新家.我久家对面有个大游乐场.我记得我小时候非常喜欢闹我 kakkak 或是家人带我去玩 ( 因为我不被允许擅自出门 ).

一天,我终于求到外婆带我去玩.那时我还很小,应该只有6-7岁大,所一印象比较模糊,不能解释得太清楚.

好吧,别转移话提,当时,我跟外婆说我想玩 see-saw.她就毫不犹豫的坐了上来陪我玩.玩了一阵子后,我告诉外婆我想回家,就从板上跳了下来.就在这刹那, 外婆就失去平衡而从板上掉了下来,在草地上翻滚.

看着外婆慢慢地站起来的样子,我心好痛..外婆的年纪已不小了,还陪我玩see-saw,却被我害得跌到在草地上..至今我还难以忘怀.

当妈妈下班回到家时,我还以为: 死定了,如果外婆告诉妈妈的话,我肯定会被骂死的.怎知道,外婆竟然没在妈妈面前提起半个关于这件事的字.

外婆,对不起,我一前这样对您,您到现在也是那么的疼我,以后,我会好好地孝顺您, 赎罪!

i am skipping school today! ~

haiz... i was woken up by my mum at 8am+ to attend my piano class today at 11am. i was stunned. there is a three hour's gap between 8am and 11am. what was the "wake up so early" for?

when i got down, i was still in my dreamland. blurry, i heard that mum and dad wants to go to the market and will be back before 10:30am to fetch me to my piano class.

i had a nap. then got woken by my mum when she came home. mum asked me about my class schedule today. every Friday, my class has Pendidikan Sivik, Geography, Sejarah and PJK ( erm, my classmates, if i left out anything, please leave me a message! ) .

then, mum said that those classes are not too important, so she said that i am to skip school today and do those CNY preparations.

i am to have my hair cut and mum is bringing me to buy some CNY outfits at Pavillon. and tell you what, i am absolutely NOT gonna buy skirts. i'd rather pass my CNY with jeans.

lol. so, as for our schoolwork today, i am calling up my friends about it. if you are my classmate, would you please help me? thanks!

很爽, 但又不习惯 ~

最近, 我班的班长 - Khairina 换了座位, 她由我前面的右边换到我戈壁, 我之前本是跟 Shermin 坐的, 但她因为要和她自己的好友坐, 就换了位子.

之后, 我就是自己坐, 旁边那个位子就是摆放我书本和书包的位子.

也许因为我是独生女的关系, 我习惯了读书没人吵, 听书没人烦.. 我还瞒喜欢独自上课的感觉, 我有时也觉得我自己跟其他人有所不同.

自从 Khairina 跟我坐了之后, 我发觉旁边好像多了一样东西. 可是, 我好象开始接受有人和我一起上课, 做功课时, 可以互相帮助..

我想, 我应该很快就能习惯有同伴的上课方式了....

Eeeesh rejected by a friend ~

hey, please don't think of those repulsive things that'll get into you once you see this title.. about me being rejected by a friend, was about something i've always wanted. in the post before this, i said i wanted siblings right?

~got rejected lar... haha but also good thing, cause i was kidding. just started that topic for fun. and now, as i think of what will happen after i have a god-bro or sis, i'll jerk and shudder... eww... also don't want la.. a bunch of lovely cousins and my few nephews are good enough for me. i think i'd rather have a real sibling more than a god one.

~and public apology arh, to Mr Wong Chi Wen and Ms Lim Sin Ming, sorry for the joke i started. can you guys please forgive me? and no hard feelings yeah, please don't feel awkward when we meet. it was just a joke... xD

~anyway, can i ask for something from both of you? please leave me a comment telling me that you read this. if not, i will be the one with hard feelings... xD

My Friend Found a God-Bro ~

Shermin Lee. She is the friend of mine who found herself a god-brother.

her god-brother is Wong Chi Wen. Shermin is the only child in her family, me too. i also would love to have a god-brother.

Chi Wen... you have 2 god-sister le, can accept me ma? xD i wanna try having a bro. and by the way i also can be shermin's god-sis! please!

my best friends~

1. Magdalene Chua
2. Crystal Chan
3. Sammie Lim
4. Shermin Lee
5. Tze Ging
6. Sim Yeen
7. Germaine Lai
8. Khairina
9. Jing Ying

~~ no boys yet...

everyone has a best friend. but not me. i don't have 1 best friend. i have more than one.

and i really hope that our friendship will last forever. i hope to make every misunderstanding clear before it becomes permanent.

settle it at once. don't keep it. no one will be happy if you keep a "?" in your heart. in fact you will be the saddest one.

please, i don't want misunderstands to come between me and you. i'm sure you want the same.

I N T R O D U C T I O N

my name's Yani. you guys can all call me that.

i had a few blogs before but was abandoned because either i forgot the passwords or just lack of management.

i actually wanted to quit blogging but my friends brought me back.

i'll do my best to manage this blog, please forgive me if i am not active or have any mistakes on either blogging or posting.

and yeah, if you are my friend, please follow to get the latest information update about me. this is all i'm gonna say for now, and nice to meet you.