i am suffering ~

i had a bunch of Stabilo Ink Pens which came in handy when i was jotting down notes in school, having art class and etc. but, please take a very important note here, i am using passed tenses..

my pens have gone missing. which made my work as hard as sowing a 1000000km x 1000000km paddy field without equipments. i am suffering, i just hope my work can get back to the easy way...

30 pieces, not to say they are expensive, but i really treasure them.. now i feel like i am missing a part of me, i feel uneasy and tortured..