致: 爸爸, 妈妈, 朋友 ~

我不太擅长表达自己.. 从小就没办法说出家人或朋友之间常说的肉麻话, 也从来都不会向爸爸妈妈撒娇.. 我时常情绪不稳定, 这一秒可能会很开心, 下一秒可能会变得沉没.. 脾气暴燥, 尤其是刚睡醒的样子, 我知道真的很难看.. 会很容易发脾气.. 少少事情就开始飙声.. 我不太会表达自己对你们的关心..

与一些不太熟的朋友, 我可能是比较少沟通, 甚至连要聊两句话都很难.. 要跟我混熟, 是需要很久的时间的, 一切都看我们是否有缘吧.. 与我较熟的好友, 听说你们有点怕我啊? 好啦, 我承认我的情绪是有点可怕, 但是只要你们在我情绪突然低落的时候把我放在以边, 过一阵子我就会恢复原来的我了.. 至于你们说我沉没时的样子很凶, 那就没办法了, 我也不想的.. 我已经尽量在改变了, 但还是请你们多多包容我 >.<

爸, 我知道你有时会觉得妈妈在我心里地位比你重要, 但你错了. 你们对我来说是平等的. 两人都是我最亲爱的人.. 对我都一样重要. 我之所以会时常给你脸色看, 是因为全家就只有你能容忍我. 至于你常说我只听妈的话, 那是因为我知道妈的性格跟我一样, 脾气也一样暴燥, 不喜欢别人不听话.. 而你的性格, 能让我以我自己的方式撒一下娇, 拖一点时间.. 但我也没说过我不会去做你要我做的事啊.. 还有你也常说你跟我说话的时候我不回应.. 那是我的性格.. 我被责骂之后是不喜欢说话的.. 但也不代表我没把你的话听进去.. 而且就像之前说的, 就只有你能忍受我不回应你.. 这些都是我每次都不能在别人面前做的.. 找遍全世界就只能在你面前做回一分钟真正的我, 你难道就不能当看不到我, 让我发泄一下吗?

妈, 你是个女强人.. 很少女人能够独撑自己的事业.. 我知道你对我的学业抱着很高的期望.. 我也很想达到你的标准.. 我知道我现在还不够努力, 但想变得很勤劳也不是一朝一夕就能够做到的, 给我些时间好吗? 拜托啦..

爸, 妈.. 你们说你们的朋友们都说我乖巧.. 对吗? 多谢你们从小到大对我的细心栽培, 才会有今天的我.. 可是在那个乖乖的我的背后, 也有个偶尔会顽皮的我... 顽皮的我, 就会在你们的教诲下变回那个乖孩子.. 谢谢你们..

这些, 都是真实的我说不出口的, 在网络上的我, 才会有这个勇气...

你们看不到就算了, 看到的话, 请别来找我谈.. 真实世界的我, 真的谈不起 ~

good luck | 祝你们好运 ~

a few days back, i was chatting with a few adults about the upcoming UPSR test..
前几天, 我与几位长辈谈到有关今年的UPSR鉴定考试..

i have 2 - if i'm not mistaken - cousin sisters ( not so close though ) who are going to sit for this year's UPSR..
我有两个 - 没记错的话 - 表妹 ( 不是很熟的 ) 今年就要考UPSR..

i passed this exam with loads of encouragement from my family and friends, e.g there are tons of [ wish you 7As for your UPSR ] or something similar written in my about me scrapbook..
我在朋友和家人的鼓励下通过了去年的小六鉴定考试, 例如在我的自我介绍里就能看到很多 [ 祝你UPSR考获7个A ] 之类的留言..

with unbelievable good luck, i actually scored the 7 subjects, something i thought was impossible before my UPSR..
可能是我幸运, 7 科都考获优秀的成绩, 这根本是我在考试之前以为只能妄想的事情..

why should i say it may be good luck? because i din't work hard enough ~ i wouldn't hide it from you, i never studied for UPSR..
为什么我说这或许是好运? 因为我做得不够好 ~ 不瞒你说, 我根本没温习过..

my parents are proud of me, they praised me for it..
我父母很高兴, 一直称赞我..

i told them about how i din't study, but they insisted that that wasn't good luck..
我告诉他们我没温习, 但他们强调这不是我好运..

in primary, i could easily score without studying, but in secondary, ~ no pain no gain ~ ....
在小学, 我能轻易地考获好成绩, 但在中学, 已经没有 ~ 不劳而获 ~ 的事情了..

i want to wish all the year six students good luck and pass their UPSR ( not like me ~ please study ) with flying colors
我要祝所有六年级的同学们好运, ( 不要象我 ~ 要温习 ) 在UPSR考获最优秀的成绩

Rasmi - carbon monoxide

Carbon monoxide

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Not to be confused with carbon dioxide.

Carbon monoxide (CO), also called carbonic oxide, is a colorless, odorless and tasteless gas which is lighter than air. It is highly toxic to humans and animals in higher quantities, although it is also produced in normal animal metabolism in low quantities, and is thought to have some normal biological functions.

It consists of one carbon atom and one oxygen atom, connected by a covalent double bond and a dative covalent bond. It is the simplestoxocarbon, and is an anhydride of formic acid.^{[citation needed]} In coordination complexes the carbon monoxide ligand is called carbonyl.

Carbon monoxide is produced from the partial oxidation of carbon-containing compounds; it forms when there is not enough oxygen to produce carbon dioxide (CO₂), such as when operating a stove or an internal combustion engine in an enclosed space. Carbon monoxide burns with a blue flame, producing carbon dioxide.^[1] Coal gas, which was widely used before the 1960s for domestic lighting, cooking and heating despite its toxicity, had carbon monoxide as a primary constituent. Some processes in modern technology, such as iron smelting, still produce carbon monoxide as a byproduct.^[2]

Worldwide, the largest source of carbon monoxide is natural in origin, due to photochemical reactions in the troposphere which generate about 5 x 10¹² kilograms per year.^[3] Other natural sources of CO include volcanoes, forest fires, and other forms of combustion.

In biology, carbon monoxide is naturally produced by the action of heme oxygenase 1 and 2 on the heme from hemoglobin breakdown. This process produces a certain amount of carboxyhemoglobin in normal persons, even if they do not breathe any carbon monoxide. Following the first report that carbon monoxide is a normal neurotransmitter in 1993 ^[4], as well as one of three gases that naturally modulate inflammatory responses in the body (the other two being nitric oxide and hydrogen sulfide), carbon monoxide has received a great deal of clinical attention as a biological regulator. In many tissues, all three gases are known to act as anti-inflammatories, vasodilators and encouragers ofneovascular growth.^[5] Clinical trials of small amounts of carbon monoxide as a drug, are on-going.

poor thing | 可怜的小可爱 ~

my doggies' only boy, Edward, fell sick..
我两只小狗的独子, Edward 生病了..

i think it is a belly of worms..
应该是肚子里生虫..

right now he's at the vet's..
它现在在宠物医院里..

i really miss him..
我真的很想它..

Edward, please get well soon ~
Edward, 赶快好起来吧 ~

Sick | 生病

送一张我最可爱的 依灑贝拉 ( 贝拉 ) 的照片 ~
bonus picture of my cutest Isabella ( Bella ) ~







昨天13号是我生日.. 但很不幸地我生病了..
yesterday, July 13th was my birthday.. but unfortunately i was ill..

但也还好啦, 至少星期六晚上庆祝过了, 是和我五舅一起庆祝的..
but its still alright, at least we celebrated last Saturday, together with my 5th uncle..

那天我家很热闹, 超多人的.. 但多数是大人 = =||
my house was indeed very crowded, but most of the visitors are adults ==||

我的朋友来了几位, 不算多, 3-4位而已, ( 有来的自己知道 )
some of my friends came, but not many, only around 3-4 of them, ( you know yourself if you came )

那天玩到晚上12点才收工..
we stayed up until 12am that day...

我大概1-2点才睡..
if i'm not mistaken, i slept at around 1-2am

重点来了 ~
the main point is ~

第二天早上生病了 xD
i fell sick the next morning xD

看医生检查出来的病菌有.. 发烧, 咳嗽, 伤风, 等等
after a visit to the clinic, the viruses detected are.. fever, cough, flu, etc

医生给我2天MC.. 所以我星期一和二没去学校
the doctor gave me 2 days MC.. so i was absent on Monday and Tuesday

我缺席的这两天班上一直传着我转校了, 收到一大堆的sms和facebook的留言..
my class was filled with rumors of me already switching to Sri Bintang and at the end of the day i got so many SMS and Facebook messages about this question..

我今天回学校了, 你们应该明白了吧, 不用我好象前两天一样一直重复解释了噢??
i went back to school today, got it guys? do you still need me to explain to you one by one like the past 2 days?

哈哈 ~
lolz