i dislike it~

i always get questions like:

"how do you like your new school?"

"how's your secondary life?"

and i can tell you that i dislike it. i dislike my school, dislike the life there, and more specifically, dislike some of my friends.

why do i dislike them? here are some examples: ~

• my friend, a girl, is starting to get closer to bad girls. a girl, in 1 Ceria of SMK Taman Tasik. i don't wanna reveal the names of either the influencer or the influencee. but here're some cases.
  
  1. that naughty girl convinced my friend to ditch the weekly assembly and hide in the toilet, until the bell rings and it's time to get into class. they said that the assembly was boring and they wanted to skip it, go to the class to very 1st minute after the assembly is called.
  Her Ans: " OK! "
  and they ditched it. well, they never get caught but my friend's mum blasted her off in the car. and she still sticks with these bad girls after realizing that they are not good for her.
  
  2. that girl, that ditching queen, had much worse influence on my friend. she got her to GAMBLE. a very seriously bad thing to do, and to make things worse, they gamble at school!!
  
  3. a more general influence now. since that girl has a gang, they hang out together. and now, they've made my friend unaware of her schoolwork. she doesn't care about her - now - bad results. she doesn't do all her homework. she doesn't even care less about what advise people gave to her. she'll just keep quite, staring out of the window of the car or reading a Chinese Novel, not bothering to respond to anything said by me and my other friend, who is also paying for transport.
  
  
• gangsters.
  i am starting to find out most of the boys in my school are turning into gangsters. and apparently they do pay a price to be one of them. RM80. turning into school gangsters is already outrages enough, and what's the point of paying a price for something that can turn you bad??

seriously i am not going to enjoy my secondary life thoroughly if i am going to see my friends turn bad one by one. if only you guys can see clearly what do you come to secondary for. studies or badness? please, please know what you're doing. get back on the right track before you can't change fate. before it gets too late. before you can regret.

please my friends, do not tune out all those things your parents or other adults say to you. they will not lead you on the wrong track, they won't harm you. take their advise, and save yourselves all those regret and pain you will feel when you know better. save yourselves from drowning when you have a nice ship to relax on. why do you wanna swim across the ocean when you have the opportunity to change your future now?? why choose to suffer when you can relax?

come on, get your senses back RIGHT NOW! don't do the wrong thing!!

think thrice before making every move!!

not kidding here..

but of course, i can't force any of you to escape now, if you wanna get your feet deeper into the sinking sand, refusing to grasp the hands we thrust to you, go ahead. no one's going to save you, if you're not the one to save yourselves.