i'm sorry, i failed you~

"did you tell your late uncle Ray and your grandfather about your achieve in your UPSR last year."

this was the question my dad and mum asked me when we went to visit my grandfather's grave and my uncle Ray's place.

i wanted to tell them about it, but every single time i thought about it, it brought tears to my eyes. i can't tell them that, once i think about my stupid result of my 1st term at my new school, my new year, form 1. i actually dropped from the 1st in class for the whole entire year 2009 to the 16th in my class.

i can't really cope up in a few new subjects, Geography, History and Kemahiran Hidup. i figured out that maybe i need to attend a full subject tuition. i think i am going to attend this tuition center.. erm i don't really know the name, but i know some of my friends and classmates are having classes there, so i think it wont be so bad..

let's give it a shot!!