everyone knows~

everyone knows i hate Chinese. Everyone. all my friends, even my family members. and yet i am born in Malaysia. a country which requires the knowledge of Malay, Chinese and absolutely English. Chinese must know Chinese, Mandarin and of course better if one knows other languages. i, a little different from my other class/school mates, hate Chinese a lot. yes, i love English. like i love books. lolz. my friends keep telling me how English is a nuisance to them and i could actually say the same for the language they prefer ~ Chinese. the language that can put me in hell.

i am better in English and Malay. and i guess i can communicate with people in English and Malay with confidence. as for Chinese, i can only speak kinda well. written? oh no, i am shit in that. that last Chinese exam has proven me right. such easy questions - what my friends say - and i can make a B out of it. and please take note, it is just 8 marks past B. 68%. i am really a noob in Chinese. i just cant understand why you guys like it so much. i can get giddy when i see the troublesome Chinese words. they look nice, stylish, but its just so TROUBLESOME!!

hahaz... i still think ABCs are the better choice for me. i've been educated English and Malay since the day i opened my eyes. my parents speak to me in English, while my old maid - from Indonesia - speaks to me in Malay. and i'd only started to HEAR mandarin when i started primary. ( cause my kindie is supposed to teach English )

but it's alright, i am now in a Malay school, no forces to be good in Chinese. it's just a subject & language i learn for that little bit of my benefit. and i am absolutely not giving myself too high hopes for that. i can get a headache for that move.

lolz, but i know, you guys like Chinese as much as i love English.

it's the same. i am always asking why you don't like English while you ask me why i hate Chinese.

different points of view i guess.. well, it's ok, we have the freedom to choose. lolz.