Exams for So Many pupils!~

as i've said before, its our exam week. the next few subjects for me to endure tomorrow and on Friday are KH, Geography, Sivik and Science. and after those? holiday for 1 week. which is not what i really want. through the exam papers before, i found out that my results and studies have worsen. i think i haven't get the tactic for my Ringkasan Karangan. it was limited for 80 words. and i did until 123 words. i presume i will knock off a few marks for that.

i saw today on my cousin's blog saying that she had an English test and got A for it. i feel so happy for her! congratulations Ger! a good start means that you are halfway to victory! Ger, you are a genius! and C.gratz again!!!! i love you~ ^_^

and as for my English today, i did not do very well too. it was my essay. they limited us with two paragraphs but i am so blur that i wrote 4 paragraphs. oh man, i think i will also get marks knocked off for this. and if it knocked enough marks for me to get a B grade in my English, i will be dead meat. OMG, i am so sad.. but i can promise that i can get my good grades and get back to my standard the next exam. this? i'll treat this like a secondary settlement, just to get me used to secondary exam question styles.

but i am still very scared, i think i can't accept the fact that i am worsening. my dad and mum has high hopes in me, especially when i'm their only child.

i am really scared. what should i do? --> but don't tell me those things like study hard, pay attention, etc. i know those already lar..

oh, sorry guys, if i was a little emotional and bad tempered, i think i was abit unhappy. please forgive me!